Death of the Dream

November 10, 2024

   “A republic.  If you can keep it.”  Ever since Tuesday, I have been unable to get Benjamin Franklin’s quote out of my head.  Now that 70 million Americans have made clear that they would rather have a racist criminal lead this country than an intelligent and honest Black and Asian woman, I suppose we know the answer.

     I am shell shocked and grieving, as if a loved one has died.  In a manner of speaking it has.  To me, and to many Black women, what died on Tuesday was a dream of what America could be.

     We are not naive.  We know that we have always loved this country more than it has loved us.  We have always known the real America, not the whitewashed version peddled in Chevy truck ads and NFL games.  We love it anyway, because America is our home, one that we built.  A country whose blood soaked soil gave birth to our spirituals and our blues, which blossomed into our jazz, rock & roll, R&B, and hip hop.

    We believed in ourselves.  Against mountains of evidence to the contrary, we believed that we could forge a life in this country, our country, even as white people kept defining American to mean everyone but us. 

     After the Civil War, we built our own communities with the first public schools in the South open to Black and white children. White people, lost without us to look down on, burned our communities to the ground and passed laws to push us out of the schools we founded.

    Through it all, Black people remained undaunted.  We kept pushing, kept creating, kept trying to force this country to live up to the “better angels of [its] nature.”  Brilliant Black people used every available strategy-  marches, boycotts, lawsuits.  We put our literal bodies on the line for freedom and democracy.  If Americans are being honest,  they know that any measure of freedom afforded to all other marginalized groups rests on the foundation of Black freedom struggles.

     America responded to Black people’s efforts to perfect the union by assassinating our leaders and infiltrating and sabotaging our organizations. After a mere decade of hard won progress, backlash was swift. America elected Nixon who started the war on drugs to engineer the mass incarceration of Black people.  When Nixon resigned in disgrace, Black people enjoyed a brief respite from governmental persecution under President Carter, only to have the country elect a B movie actor who launched his campaign in the Mississippi town where voting rights activists, Goodman, Chaney, and Schwerner were murdered.

    The pendulum has swung back and forth ever since.  White Americans vote for Republicans for their promise to enact policies that maintain a strict racial hierarchy.  When those policies begin to hurt them too, white people elect Democrats.  Although people mistakenly believed that the 2008 election of Barack Obama meant that we had broken that cycle, Trump’s victory in 2016 proved just how wrong we were.

     His cruel and chaotic presidency created a permission structure for an avalanche of naked racism, misogyny and antisemitism.  We can excuse voters in 2016 for not knowing the full extent of Trump’s venality, but watching white commentators twist themselves in knots to avoid calling out the obvious misogynoir behind Kamala Harris’s defeat is enraging.

     Trump represents the absolute worst aspects of the American character.  In addition to being a hate-addled, narcissistic meat sack who spews an incomprehensible word salad of petty grievances and 70’s cultural references, Trump is a convicted felon and adjudicated sexual assaulter.  The idea that people voted for him because the most pro-union administration in decades didn’t address the concerns of the working class is patently absurd.

     Let’s be real. People voted for Trump because he is a protection racket for anti-Black male mediocrity. The national abortion ban is designed to kneecap American women who have been outstripping men educationally and economically for years.  Trump’s unapologetically white nationalist agenda— outlawing DEI and the teaching of Black history is designed to eliminate competition from Black people and cement a belief in Black inferiority.

     The incoming Trump administration won’t merely be sexist and racist.  It will be hostile to labor, to regulations and to sane fiscal policy.  Other than the wealthy, Americans can expect to be sicker and poorer.  Black women have tried to save this country for the last time.  Too many of you clearly decided that what DuBois called the “psychological wages of whiteness” was more important than democracy.  Black women have two words— Good Luck.